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| 09:24pm 30/12/2004 |
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mood:  VERY FRICKEN FREEZING!!! music: constantine - something corperate
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GOSH I HAVE TO RIGHT THIS ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!! but yes today was pretty good. uhm its sooo cold in here like freezing...the heater guys dont know how to fix the heater sooo all of downstairs is like a freezer if not colder...yea its pretty bad...i can see my breath for cryin out loud!! in a house thats not normal!! lol but yeah uhm today was good surprisingly. uhm at lunch jesse and taylor drew perverted things on my poor innocent snowman i drew on my algebra book. lol it was kinda funny though. but bad...i finally get what were doing in math now...cuz my teacher isnt exactly a "good teacher" he confuses everyone!!! man but i finally got it and i have to finish that tonight...it takes like 20 mins + just to do one problem cuz we have to basically right out all the steps and then graph it...but i only have to do 10 so thats cool. uhm in drivers ed...i accidently got jeb in truble ooops. uhm. we watched movies...educational movies...idk its just me but it seems to be gettin better...but one of them was on "marijuana and you" thats what it was called....and then the other was on a true life story of this guy and his accident...it was really sad...cuz like he fell asleep at the wheel (caused by alchie aka alcohol) and he crashed into a tree. and went into a coma for 2 and half monthes and when he woke up he remembered NOTHING AT ALL...he had to relearn everything...he even had to relearn how to swallow!!! thats how bad it was...but hes ok now...well kinda. but yah...but i got teary eyed and after the class cody made fun of me...but others were doin it too...and it was very sad. but oh well..but thats when i saw and TALKED to kyle...i havent talked to him in forever. so it was kinda cool. he says he never sees me but i think thats kinda a lie...but true. idk...i dont see him that much either but i still see him ... but idk...w/e its cool...i dont like him like that anymore...its strictly platonic (friends) and uhm i might ask him if he wants to go to this thing on the 10...lol im not even gonna say what it is...but its a communtiy choir thingy...lol that i happend to be in..but idk well see....but hes hot...lol but yeah uhm it was nice tho. julianna is SOOO funny trint (her bf) is pretty weird too. haha but its was funny uhm yeah im goin now i have HOMEWORK to do lol...bye
- klara lol
goood day good good day go god. lol |
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| bah hum bug |
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| 05:43pm 30/12/2004 |
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mood: icicle music: computer
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well today was actually decent good. lol but yes uhm i dont feel like sayin anything else...soyeah. bye |
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| i hate days like this when i dont wnt to wake up! |
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| 02:27pm 27/12/2004 |
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mood:  restless music: loud typig of the guy next to me
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well so far everything has been ok...not good or bad just ok. since ive gotten to TN...ive been really restless...always wanting to sleep...idk sometimes i think theres something wrong with me.
questionalble symptoms:
- weird diet thing...dont eat much
- weird mood swings mostly not relly good
- havent really been happy for awhile
- everyday at least once...thinkin about not livig aka dying
- dont really have much energy to do anything
idk...its werid...but i dont know wht it is. its just weird. well idk ive been thinking ALOT ALOT ALOT lately...and ive had the most weirdest dreams lately...theres like 3 different totally stories/ plots setting people action...etc each time night...idk its just reaally odd. i dont get it. uhm my mom and sister nd i saw christmas with the kranks last night it was sooo funny...way funnier then what i wouldve thot. uhm yah i reaally miss everyone is california. its really saddending and kinda depressing. well yesterday my mom and sister went shopping for some people. yeah it was really long...i hate shopping...and esp since im not good at shopping for other people just in general...cuz i dont know if they would like it or if they would get md cuz i got someone else more...or idk...its weird and hard...but uhm it was relly interesting cuz we went at like 5 fricken clock in the morning cuz its "black friday". its soo bad out there...its like the battle of shoppping...people get vicious. its seriously crazy. but we made it. uhm im gone |
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| 08:30pm 23/12/2004 |
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uhm i dont know how today was. uhm first period we finished watching the movie on eating disorders: bulimia / anorexia. on true life from MTV. then we watched some of american idol...haha it was so funny. i finally finished my biology project last night at like 2 in the morn. *yawn* but yeah i just had to color some tuch ups. - in W.GO we had to work on late work...and if you didnt finish u had to come in at lunch. - i turned in my progress report YAY and she told me instead i had a 81...so blah i was really happy then...then we had to work wit a partner and do this logical appeal, emotional appeal, or personal...uhm yeah my partner got kinda lazy and just didnt want to but i kinda made him lol. shockingly i was the one actually doin it. haha - at break i had to go back to W.GO and attempt to finish the work...yea that didnt work...and i feel bad cuz i think i was supposed to meet lauren in the library. but yeah...hmm - in spanish we just watched shrek...lol chris played with my hair a bit...haha it was interesting and i finally got how to do that water driplet sound. hahahah. it was awesome. but shrek was good were gonnna finish that later...and then watch shrek 2 sometime during the testing week. - lunch was not that great. since jesse always took my stuff...when he wasnt lookin i took his pencil..and he blamed me then taylor and then meg and then yah...well it got to the point where you put a curly fry in my water and then you grabbed my neckalce and was just holdin it...and then he broke..yah i got mad...cuz my mommys class ring and this other neckalsce thing was on there. oy...i got mad at him. so in biology after i finished my work i was COMPELLED to use RAINBOWY YARN!!! come on what is that. - nothing special in english...i got a seventy something on my benchmark test...it was awesoem..cuz i passed. well in 7th I found out what i got on my test benchmark thing...and if you failed then you would have to take tutorials ... i got the 10th highest score in the grade!!! :D:D i got a 73 or something i was SOOOO happy...he said the same thing my mom...he was like your like the biggest slacker...you dont do your homework but you do really well on your tests...haha except my mom deosnt exactly come out and say im a slacker but yeah same concept...but it was AWESOME! so now i dont have to take TUTORLIA LIKE EVERDYA AT BREAK!! yay im so proud of myself FOR ONCE!! :D - but yeah we had drivers ed for like 2 and half hours today...nothing special. lol. i still wonder why justin says that i remind him of Cady from mean girls (lindsey lohan) idk its weird. but yeah uhm HEY GUYS IM THINKIN TRYIN OUT or GOIN FOR FOOTBALL NEXT YEAR what do yal think??? i want EVERYONES opinions thoughts comments support?? anything thanks....aww eric cheered me up and then jesse apologized and kinda just cheered me up...wow...well im leaving tomorrow for TN so i dont know when ill be able to get back on here next...maybe not til sunday unless we go to the library. but yeah bye HAPPY THANKS GIVING!!! but yeah ill talk to you later.!! I LOVE YAH AND HAPPY GOBBLE DAY! and dont get fat hah bye |
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| my heart is wondering away |
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| 10:58pm 21/12/2004 |
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mood:  lost music: brother bear
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I think theres something there still or again. im not sure...if there has always been something there but i just didnt notice it cuz were friends, or i just thought there was nothing there but when i see him or talk to him...its just like aww hes cute. I DONT KNOW OR GET IT!! im so lost. |
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| 11:28pm 20/12/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: some show
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well today wa uhm alright...but i didnt like the end. it seems like lately there has not really been one actaully "good" day. its kinda dumb. i mean i do have friends here and stuff...but its jut not the same . i want to back to california sooo bad like no bodys businss. like, everything seems to be changing over there and i dont know whats goin on, and people seem to be changing. idk its just seems to be goin so fast and im still tryin to catch up. i fricken start cryin (idcwatyalthink) becauz i saw this video clip of A Second Attempts show. well just some of it. i miss them and everyone. geez! yay im tired im goin to bed! night |
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| people judge you by the way you think by your car...dont let them think you have a dirty mind. |
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| 01:38am 20/12/2004 |
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yeah it sux...we lost our playoff game today...and the first half the refs couldnt ref it was like they were favoring. but we lost pretty bad...better than the first time but bad. our only touchdown was really nice though. kyle lightsey ran like the majority of the field just carried it all the way...lol but yeah. uhm on our way back. we went to a gas station...and i got 2 glass ice teas...and i dropped one on accident and it broke!! its pretty bad also. but yeah today was intersting...not that great. but not that bad. first period michael (this short kid) and chance (this big kid) were like passing some pretty nasty words back and forth. not pretty they both got ISS tho...ahaha. uhm prob failed world geo test. hahahah 3rd was fun though...lol i think i really like that class. we played a game in teams...and i just so happend to be with jacob jones and cody french...haha it was soo fun...funny...but yeah that seemed to be the top of the hill of my day. and kinda lunch but not. i had to finish my math homework and i didnt have my calculator so i asked jesse for his...but i couldnt find the right button and then when he found it i didnt know how to work it...so i had to go ask allison to use hers. and uhm i got it...and he took it and dropped it on the groudnd...and it was bad...but didnt break....and he kept takin my homework and pencils...gosh ...hes a punk...but w/e its ok. uhm 5th was kinda fun too...allison kassie and i went into our own discussion about abortion and stuff. it wsa cool..and we have this idea that we might bring up to mr wade or something...about a class. yeah nothing else good happend...only 2 hills today |
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| 11:50pm 18/12/2004 |
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lol today just got better :) i love you guys!!! |
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| my aburrido life |
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| 08:18pm 18/12/2004 |
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forget life as you forgot me.
wow but yeah today was alright. uhm...i have detention tomorrow AGAIN...stupid tardies to first period. man. actually did my work for world geography.
- 3rd period was actually kinda cool. it was optional but if we wanted to go to the computer lab to do research on the comp (obviously) we could. so i went there and then jacob sat next to me (shockingly) and then bryan sat on the other side...man that is one crack head. seriously. but yeah jacob and i talked and brian kept askin if i was goin out with anyone and if i would go out with him...and then i told him that i made a vow and he was like what and i was like a vow...a promise type thing. and then he said something (that hasnt been the first time its been said) but i got frusterated. and its not true. but that pissed me off...but then jacob and i started talkin and stuff...it was kinda cool...
- at lunch...stupid jesse taylor and grant fricken took my notebook and pens again...so i couldnt write...gosh!! hmm by this point i really was gettin frusterated...but i needed to try to finish the work. oyness.
- ahaha i love biology...cuz im not the only who acts stupid and says stupid things...lol allison kassie and i have our own group in the front all the way to the right. its soo funny allison and i kept singing songs and makin fun of the "circles" and kept usin them as different things and callin them different names...lol it was great. ok so i can be a geyboy ( not what it sounds like...a word taylor made up and calls me meg julianna angelina and some others and only girls can be it, but dont ask ) GOSH but yeah it was SOOO FUNNY i was dyin i dont think ive ever laughed so much. maybe i have but it was just hilarious.
- in english we did more benchmarking testing.
- nothin really happend in alge-bra
- after school was DRIVERS ED. oh yeah the teacher didnt come for like half the time she came at like 5....our class gets out at 6 so it was really great...but we have to make up that time...so that sux...but we turned in our drawings of the dashboard thingy where the speedometor was. but yeah i guess i kinda cheated on that. but yeah. enough said
- i feel like people avoid me or just dont want to talk to me...but i wish they would just say how they TRUELY feel. cuz im one of those people who want to know what is really happenin and even if i feel like im lyed i get kinda iffy. but yeah bye
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| 01:07am 17/12/2004 |
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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SYDNI!!!! i hope you have a really good one...!!! :) :) i miss you |
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| 07:35pm 16/12/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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hey what sup yal...lol just got of the phone with sir vincent. lol good stuff hickville...haha :-D so fun. today was alright. late to first period. detention tomorrow. had a test, pretty easy. benchmark test in world geography, that was easier than i thought. uhm i got mad and frusterated in 3rd period because of what cody called me cuz i had a vow that im not gonna date for a year. but i feel bad, cuz at break i had to finish a biology project and i didnt really have time to tell lauren that cuz she was waitin for me in the library...so i feel bad. finished a movie in spanish. haha Jesse (shaw) drew a "BLIMP" that looks like something dirty on my binder in an EXPO marker...but it didnt come off...so now i have something bad lookin on there. i tried to fix it but that didnt work. i had to finish the biology project in class. dang i need to finish vocabulary too. 6th we got new seating arrangments blah. 7th YAY i get how to do what were doin in that class now YAY im so happy but its prob gonna get harder
YAY GO TOMORROW :D HEHE
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| 08:40pm 15/12/2004 |
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well today was pretty good...same ole stuff kinda...uhm. today in world geography was pretty good...lol it usually really bad...but today was good i actually didnt get mad at the teacher and i answered questions and got them right...we also did a group project. it was cool. during third period mr wade called all freshmen to the auitorium...we basically got lectured at for our grades and the expectations and stuff. lol 3rd was kinda funny...kinda disturbing but funny...oy jacob oy. lol uhm basically like 3 guys talked about the teacher *not good* but yeah ANYWYAS....i talked to byron today in like FOREVER...it was shocking. lol lunch sat wit the same ole peoples...i love that group they are soo funny (jesse quinn taylor grant and meg) but meg sat like 3 seats down...but hangin out wit guys is so fun. these guys are just crazy and weird. but yeah that was fun. biology was alright we had to finish our project it was funny i like the little miniture clique i have in that class ( allison and kassie) and some people sit next to us. like clay. but yeha i love 6 period...lol eric and i didnt fight again today...but (so he says) the war is on tomorrow. hes adorable but mean. lol uhm nothing special 7th period...today i had drivers ed...it was pretty cool today...idk why but its gettin less boring. and im actually learning things. hehe so proud. well after taht i had to get my projects from the lab and then i could leave...but well while i was "waitin for my rentals" i hung out wit trint and desmond. that was kinda cool...yay i get another school pic. HAHA i love trints accent ... i make fun of him for it too lol its cute. haha but yeah uhm my parents forgot about me again...so his daddy dropped me off...which was kind. lol its weird his dad was like one of the few dads that i actually felt comfortable with while answering his questions and stuff...like usually im just like uhm yeah...sure but wit him i was just liek yeah blah blah it was cool though...lol but yeah thats my day....pretty good if i dont say so myself. uhm i also wore my hot new jacket...mmm its so warm. lol uhm and i wore my mommys class ring its soo pretty :D. |
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| 08:44pm 13/12/2004 |
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yay my sisters home...it was cool. last night was the football game...it was sooo great but cold...me kim and bret just had fun and cheered and danced and talked to the band members and like during half time we went and made a victory line for the football team...and we were doin the switch off yell...part of us screamed fairfield and the other side screamed eagles....it was awesome I SO LOST MY VOICE too it was soo cool..and after that bret and i were on our way to the concession stand...and i saw her and i like screamed my head and just gave her a hug...it was soo great. uhm yesterday we had our pep rally at the end of the day...idk if i already said this but FRESHMEN WON!!! oh yeah !! lol it was soo grate... but we also won our first playoff game. i hope they go the farthest they ever been cuz its the seniors last year and that would really cool. well i g2g amanda and i are about to go rent movies. and i think i know what church im goin too..bye |
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| 05:17pm 12/12/2004 |
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| 03:39pm 12/12/2004 |
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i love the coldness...but only if i have a blanket or jackets or soemthing...lol my cheeks got rosey today. cuz of the chilly breeze :) i like my cheeks when there redish lol :D well yeah today was alright
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| 12:10am 12/12/2004 |
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| 08:49pm 10/12/2004 |
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man i realized some stuff today...that i thought i forgave these people for hurting me...but you know i really didnt. 1 of them i just need to forgive and let it go...but it still gets me...one of them...i want to be their friend...and i want them to know that he hurt me and i want him to feel bad...and apologize...and sometimes i just want to hurt him...idk why...but it just hurts to be lyed to well also when they would be fake around me...i just didnt get it and i blamed it on myself all the time. but idk...i do that alot...for those of you who know and i mean know me....you should know i say the phrase "IM SORRY" like 1000 times a day. because something inside of me makes me feel like its always my fault if something is wrong...or if i dont know a reaction from someone or if i say or do something and i get a weird look or something i feel like i did something so i apologize. but idk its just kinda hard for me to not say sorry and yeah. its just weird...
my keyboard is like a phone book / doodle pad lol it has numbers of peoples and little drawings everywhere...its pretty hilarious. btu g2g times up...love yalls |
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| DONT DREAM ABOUT SKIING WITH ANYONE!!!! haha thats sooo funny |
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| 04:51pm 10/12/2004 |
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well today i was sick...i didnt feel good. lol my dogs are goin crazy cuz genes walking through the yard again...but yeah. my arm muscle hurts from the shot yesterday...dang it i missed drivers ed today. i was hopin to go...youth group tonight. uhm. MY MERRY IS HURT OR SOMETHING!!! :(:( *sad*. but none of know wat it is...she just doesnt want to put weight on her right side...and im worried. well i saw chasing liberty and uptown girls today. they were cute...in uptown girls her *britney murpheys* father was a rock and roll musician and she had like 10 guitars in this one room...and she had to auction them later on in the movie...i odnt think i could EVER sell or give away guitars its just whoa. i would love to have those too. but yeah anyways...gonna go <3. bye |
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| 08:50pm 09/12/2004 |
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IM GONNA CRY I WANT MY LOOOOONGGG HAIR BACK!!!! :( :( ok im gonna make a dealll im never gonna cut my hair short AGAIN...well im gonna get it trimmed and stuff...but never CUT CUT my hair!! GOSH |
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